god of small beings

The war is going on. Human lives is a parameter for victory: you killed 9, i killed 10; you killed 99, i killed 100.
Can we ever be humans?

I am O.K. You are O.K. is a good book regarding psychology for a laymen. It introduces Transactional analysis as a unit for measuring human interactions and defines how Parent, Adult and Child in our mind determine our behaviour. Nice book for those who still find real life a strange thing to deal with.

For more than 50 years Indian society is bearing the onus of reservation. Giving undue advantage to SC, ST
and OBC students is not only harming the quality of education but is also is ruining the career of students who had been in better institutes.

Indian Govrnment is increasing reservation.

One more case govt. harming the nation.

Obligations fulfilled.

this novel by the famous author salman Rushdie, is about a love story in Kashmir, but more about Kashmir in a love story. the story gets painful and the betrayal suffered by Shalimar the clown was revenged, but the love when becoming Painful, tortures like hell.And there is not one force doing that, in Kashmir it is a hell in itself, where the girls are raped by their protectors ' the Army'. Muslims are killed by them and the Pandits are killed by the terrorists. Kashnir, which is a paradise on earth had suffered more than anything else in this world.
The novel is packed with political info and is great at uncovering the stratagem of dirty minds.

So, a strange period of my life is over, i am trying hard to get back to 'normality' and sanity. Life lived according to logics, according to rules, according to i-m-ok-u-r-ok concept.
I'll never understand why i had seen the worst failure in life. I cannot believe it still! I had known me the day when i was just one thought away from death, one thought away from suicide, and that thought was so imminent, so much possible. Still i lacked wat it takes to die,the same way i lack wat it takes to live and i am still here, alive-writing my tears on net to be read by anyone, mock at me for my foolishness or pity me for my failures. Sorry everybody, but i m turning pathetic. Thats wat happens wen you try so hard for somebody and wat you get in return is pain and disgrace. If this is love, it sucks.
Well, i have learnt something from my failure.Power Is Powerful!

Anyhow, Everything around is ok. People are killing each other for religion in Vadodra, and politicians are showng their worst face , that is so venal and so inhuman. Police is the last thing one can resort to for protection and safety. Life is Brutal.
One more IITian killed himself becoz he scored bad in exams. IITs will soon going to b known for something more than their excelence in engineering-for its Graveyards.

Life just continues at times without giving answers to your questions and u keep on waiting for them.

Are courage and confidence related? does being courageous guarantees confidence? Or they are different?
If so, what are the differences?

How many times it had happened to you that someone was calling somebody else and you responded with an unneccessary and an unrequireed 'yes' or 'haan'?
It happened to me this morning and somebody did this mistake right now in front of me.
Is it just a case of misunderstanding or do we constantly think ourselves being required, needed and asked for? Stastics (answers to the above question) may help to find the reality.
Who do you see when you look at snap of yours, smiling for the camera? Is it somebody-someone or is it the one you really are related to, shares a history with and know what that guy has in his mind while posing for the photo?
Who do you see when you look at the image of yours in a mirror? Can Brad Pitt ever dare to have better looks than this one in the mirror?
There are billions of 'The Centre of The Universe' co-existing on this planet. Isn't it an abnormally crazy world?